manathequeen

Is it easier to bear the full pain and let it go to heal later? Or Is it better to patient taking the pain blow by blow to heal later? Both involve pain Both people in either circumstance is strong Darling, whatever path you decide on, I know you'll survive past the pain no matter how long it takes. So don't worry so much about the degree of pain or how quickly the jabs hit home... Because Darling I don't think you really know, How strong you actually are.

I don't hide with subtle poetic techniques or complicate with sophisticated vocabulary or dodge with rhyme or rhythm My mistakes can be seen clearly within my grammar My experience is shown in the loopholes within my ideas and analogies You can classify my writing as poetry but what I write is my emotions And that is harder to write then any piece of poetry

Humidity fills the air with a tension about to break I see the darker then black clouds float overhead Then Out of nowhere My teardrops fall down and raindrops start to pitter patter on the ground Thunder booms in the distance My sobs grow louder and louder Lightening strikes Nostalgia fills my heart Hail starts to clatter down My hands are ice cold... It's bucketing down The elements are against me The wind's going to knock my castle The cyclones going to take me away up,up,up and then Down, down, down ... I'm crouching down I watch the leaves and twigs get caught in the gutter My nose is blocked and I can't swallow It

I feel like an idiot. How do you hope? It sounds simple But it's so complicated. I just dunno how to 'human' sometimes I feel like a stupid idiot. I've made so many mistakes and I have a pile of regrets. how do you say sorry? Without being awkward or angry without messing up I just dunno how to 'human' sometimes I feel like a crazy stupid idiot. How do you get rid of it? there's this feeling in my chest weighing me down On a gloomy day, I don't know if I'll make it Perhaps I should say something but I hide behind a smile I just dunno how to 'human' sometimes I feel like an absolute crazy stupid idiot. Is this what's called bei

Love is better than any drug. It lifts you up and it makes you soar and everyone around you can feel it within you. It spreads and it's beautiful because it dares to defy everything in its path Except it can't sometimes. And then you fall. And it's more painful than any crash you know Sort of like making it up to space and falling back down to earth... Sort of like a thousand needles stabbing at you heart... But it's worse then that. A part of your heart gets taken away. And you just learn to trudge on. Love is beautiful but deadly. It lifts you up just to see you crash to the ground. Sort of like hope... If you don't want to crash

I thought humans were better than this I thought that we left all that behind in the past I thought humanity knew what they were doing for once I believed we were working towards a common goal I believed we knew what we were fighting for I believed we would see peace one day But my beliefs were shattered and blown away be a small inhumane act I wish our government and the authorities would look at the facts I wish our people would understand the simple truth I wish we could stop this irrational war I wish things were different...but wishes don't change anything If this isn't the time when humanity could finally unite where all inju

Sigh It's sad feeling lonely and thinking no one feels your pain It's sad that people wear fake smiles It's sad that sometimes you compare yourself to a result It's sad when you think there's no hope It's sad when you don't realize another person's pain It's sad when you want to comfort them but you don't know how And it's really sad when all you really want is someone to notice and give you a hug And you think or realize that you have to make the first step but you're so afraid to fall.....and it makes me want to cry

You think that you're a rock sinking everyone down A black hole that sucks all life away A dark rain cloud that covers the suns rays An insect feasting on a majestic rose A small flea jumping around, annoying everyone And anything else really, Anything that's dark, gloomy, depressing and heavy You think that you're a burden because of what you carry inside your heart You just let the darkness inside grow instead of letting the light shine instead of letting it go I'm saying all this because you should know You are NOT a burden Not before Not now Not ever ... So can you please tell me: What's wrong? Do you need a hug? Don't worry.

Do you think I don't give a damn! cause I do, and that's what I hate the most, that's what hurts the most.

Keeping on a fake smile is hard, cause sometimes, You smile genuinely and you never realize this until you wear a smile with no meaning and you wish with all your heart that another smile that means the world will appear on your face once again.